字幕提供与翻译校正：陌小念
我不会再... I won't ask...
…要求做什么了 ...for anything more.
不管有多困难，我都不会再进一步。 No matter how difficult it is, I won't do anything.
我必须…保持你的纯洁。 I have to...keep you pure.
我不能玷污你。 I mustn't taint you.
你还是个处女。 You're still a virgin.
花芯 A FLOWER AFLAME
他以前从来没有这样过。 He never used to be like that.
我们生活在可怕的时代。 We live in terrible times.
你说你认识我，是吗？ You said you knew me, didn't you?
是的，然后他突然变得很有礼貌。 Yes, then he suddenly became very polite.
真是个傻瓜！ What a fool!
你对我们太好了... You've been so good to us...
别傻了，你应该经常来的。 Don't be silly. You should come more often.
那太好了，反正我在乡下没什么可做的。 I'm delighted. There's little to do in the countryside.
那我们一起去剧院吧。 Please take me to the theater.
只要你喜欢，都可以。我们很快就是一家人了。 Anywhere you like. We'll be family soon.
顺便说一句，我们今天来告诉你一件事。 By the way, we came today to tell you something.
该你说了。 It's your turn to speak up.
先生，我把专业改成了工程学。 I've changed majors to engineering.
Furukawa先生建议这样做，所以他能够及时改变。 Mr. Furukawa recommended it, so he was able to change in time.
我们欠你的人情。 We're in your debt.
但是阿马米亚，你不是想成为一个文学家吗？ But Mr. Amamiya, didn't you want to become a literary man?
没事的，松子。所有的文学家都很贫困。 It's alright, Sonoko. All literary men are paupers.
我不想你跟着我受苦。 I don't want to you to be poor too.
你为了我？ You did it for me?
当然。我愿意为你做任何事。 Of course. I'd do anything for you.
你撒谎。你不是为了我。 You're lying. You didn't do it for me.
我知道你这样做是为了不去前线。 I know you did it to avoid the draft.
我父亲告诉过你理科学生不会被派到前线。 My father told you science students aren't sent to the front.
松子！你怎么能这么说？道歉。 Sonoko! How can you say that? Apologize.
松子！ Sonoko!
对不起。 I apologize.
姐姐？ Sister?
你怎么能这么做？ How can you do that now?
父亲哭了。 Father was crying.
姐姐，你不知道吗？ Sister, don't you know?
我们输掉了战争。 We've lost the war.
我知道。所以我才这么想的。 I know. That's why I'm thinking.
到现在，我们已经为国家献出了一切 Up until now, we've pledged our lives to our nation.
所以 So from now on,
我们活着是为了什么？ what are we supposed to live for?
而且，如果我们成为美国的一部分， Moreover, if we become part of the United States,
我们还能保证我们的生活吗？ will we still be asked to pledge our lives?
先生？先生？ Sir? Sir?
嘿！ Hei!
夫人！ Madam!
松子，让你父亲看看你当新娘的样子。 Sonoko, show your father how you look as a bride.
这个家... This home...
怎么了？ What is it?
松子... Sonoko...
请你... Please give me...
…做我的继承人。 ...an heir.
继承人？一切都很好。别担心。好吗？ An heir? All in good time. Don't worry yourself. Alright?
对。她会生两个儿子。 Yes. She shall produce two sons.
一个是阿玛弥亚，另一个是你的继承人。 One will be an Amamiya, and the other will become your heir.
岳父。放心。 Father-in-law. Rest assured.
从现在起，我将支持起这个家庭。 From now on, I will support this family.
“雨宫清彦” "Kiyohiko Amamiya"
松子，我发誓。 Sonoko, I swear.
我一定会让你一直开心的。 I'll make you happy.
我可以和你做爱吗？ Shall we turn in?
来吧，别害羞。 Come now, don't be shy.
我等了很久了。 I've waited for this.
我还是处男。 I'm a virgin.
我为你控制了自己。 I saved myself for you.
真的。 It's true.
我通过想你，来抵挡诱惑。 I warded off temptation by picturing your face.
求求你，不要... Please, don't...
早上好。 Good morning.
喂，松子。 Say, Sonoko.
像我们这样和谐的夫妻还存在吗？ Do couples as virtuous as us exist anymore?
天知道昨晚有多美。 The world should know how beautiful last night was.
求你了... Please...
医生说没事的。 The doctor said it's alright.
但是... But...
我会很温柔的。 I'll be gentle.
他很像阿玛米亚，不是吗？ He takes after Amamiya, doesn't he?
你变了很多。 You've changed so much.
但我想知道... But I wonder...
你还能坚持多久？ How long can you keep up this act?
别这么说。这不是演戏。 Don't be rude. It's not an act.
但我知道。 But I know.
你知道什么？ What do you know?
我妹妹的性格。 My sister's true nature.
你这话真蠢。 You say such silly things.
你知道吗？我一直在关注你， Do you know? I've studied and analyzed you for so long,
我比你更了解你自己。 I know you better than you know yourself.
你上了上大学，但别说得好像你什么都知道似的。 You may be in university now, but don't talk like you know it all.
什么？ What?
你假装是个幸福的妻子， You pretend to be a happy wife,
但你不满意。 but you're not satisfied.
我听够了你那些糟糕的假设。 I've heard enough of your poor assumptions.
所以我是对的。 So I was right.
我就知道。这里没有爱。 I knew it. There's no love here.
爱？ Love?
你不爱他。阿玛米亚先生。 You don't love him. Amamiya.
那你为什么嫁给他？ So why did you marry him?
你为什么让父母决定你嫁给谁？ Why did you let your parents decide who you married?
一开始你是反对的。 You were against it at first.
什么？ What?
你认为婚姻是要嫁给爱情的，不是吗？ You believe marriage to be something romanesque, don't you?
你以前常这么说。 You used to say so often.
就像所有的洛可可壁炉和花瓶里的玫瑰。 Like it's all rococo fireplaces and roses in vases.
你甚至想出了孩子的名字。 You even thought up baby names.
你在说什么？ What are you saying?
对我来说，婚姻就是一种现实的安排。 To me, marriage is a practical arrangement.
不像你，我不会沉迷于蜜月和新婚生活。 Unlike you, I don't swoon over honeymoons and newlywed life.
看看我妈妈的样子。 Just look at how my mothers are.
在婚姻中，一方必须放弃或牺牲点什么。 In marriage, one partner has to give up or sacrifice.
你在电影里看到的幸福夫妻，只在电影里。 The blissful couples you see in the movies are simply demented.
我越来越爱你了。 Our love has grown deeper.
他调到京都是升职吗？ Is his transfer to Kyoto a promotion?
他的公司对他评价很高。 His company rates him highly.
是这样吗？ Is that so?
你上次来的时候我说过过。 It was mentioned when you came over last.
是吗？ It was?
难以置信。你不关心你丈夫的事业吗？ Unbelievable. You don't care about your husband's career?
可怜的阿玛米亚。他为了家人而努力工作， Poor Amamiya. He works hard for his family,
但是他妻子却一点也不关注。 but his wife's uninterested.
看来你比我对他更关心。 It seems that you're more interested in him than I am.
在这继续玩儿。 Keep playing with this.
你看过吗？ You read them?
不，我刚找到。 No, I just found them.
那现在就看看吧。 Then read them now.
不用了，谢谢。 No thank you.
看一下。我知道你想。 Read them. I know you want to.
什么？ What?
我该怎么办？ What should I do?
我真的不感兴趣。 I'm really not interested.
“我妹妹剪了头发。” "My sister cut her hair."
“我妹妹病了，睡了两天。” "My sister became ill, and slept for two days."
来吧。读一下。 Come on. Read them.
它们都是关于你的。 They're all about you.
阿玛米亚每天都给你写信， Amamiya sent letters everyday,
但你从来没有回应过， but you never replied,
所以我给你回信了。 so I sent letters back reporting on you.
洋子，你... Yoko, you...
你真可怜。 You poor girl.
不好意思。我们吓到你了吗？没关系吧。 I'm sorry. Did we startle you? It's alright.
我们去奶奶家吧。 Let's go to Grandma's.
等你们两个安定下来，我就把Makoto送回去。 When you two settle down, I'll send Makoto back.
京都川崎丸田镇 "Maruta Town, Kawaramachi, Kyoto"
有人看着呢 We're being watched.
你…在等我吗？ Were you...lying in wait for me?
你是松子，是吗？ You're Sonoko, aren't you?
你怎么认识我的？ How do you know me?
我叫奥奇。来自Hayami电气公司。 I'm Ochi. From Hayami Electric.
哦，分行经理？ Oh, the branch manager?
我就知道是你。 I knew it was you right away.
你忘了打电话了？所以你才出去。 You forgot to call? That's why you went out.
对... Yes...
你找不到烟草商？ You couldn't find the tobacconist?
啊？？？ No...
我告诉过你她心不在焉。 I told you she's absent-minded.
Kitabayashi夫人会把电话借给你的。 Mrs. Kitabayashi will lend you her phone.
Kitabayashi夫人？ Mrs. Kitabayashi?
房东。 The landlord.
哦，天哪。在巷子里？她不是一个普通的女孩吗？ Oh my. In the alley? Wasn't she just a normal girl?
最近，就算是普通女孩也会演戏。 Lately, even normal girls are turning tricks.
这是可悲的。 It's deplorable.
不，我觉得不是那样的。 No, what I saw wasn't like that.
那是什么？ Then what was it like?
他们称之为“自由之爱” What they call "free love."
自由恋爱？ Free love?
我们输掉了战争，终于获得了真正的自由。 We lost the war, and gained true freedom at last.
我们应该自由地去爱。 We should be free to love.
爱？ Love?
这是一个新时代。 It's a new age.
哦，天哪。你说得好像是新的一样， Oh my. You say that like it's new,
但这只是一个公开或不公开的问题。 but it's only a matter of doing it openly, or not.
也许你们都不知道， Perhaps none of you are aware,
但在过去，农村有一种习俗叫“夜行” but in the old days, there was a rural custom called "night creeping.”
爱再自由不过了。 Love doesn't get freer than that.
好吧，我不这么说。 Well, I wouldn't say so.
“夜行”是为了帮助有不育丈夫的妻子。 Night creeping was done to aid wives with sterile husbands.
它是封建制度的一部分。 It was part of the feudal system.
你知道得真多。 You're always too knowing.
它只涉及膨胀的激情和阴部。 It was only ever about swollen passions and pudenda.
那个叫奥奇的家伙。我听说他有点古怪。 That guy Ochi. I heard he was a little odd.
听到什么了？ Heard what?
他本来可以升职的， He could've been promoted,
但他无论如何都拒绝离开京都。 but he refused to leave Kyoto, no matter what.
那他一定是本地人。 He must be a local.
事实上，他不是。 Actually, he isn't.
他在这里上过大学，但他是东京人。 He went to university here, but he's a Tokyo native.
那…他的妻子或家人一定在这里。 His family...His wife must be here.
如果是这样，他就不是房客了。 If so, he wouldn't be a lodger.
房客？你是说在Kitabayashi太太家？ A lodger? You mean at Mrs. Kitabayashi's place?
你什么表情？ What's that look?
你看起来很不错的样子。 You appear to be in fine health.
就像你重生了。 As if you've been reborn.
这都是你想象的。 It's your imagination.
不好意思。今晚不行。 I'm sorry. Not tonight.
我不想。 I don't want to.
为什么？ Why not?
我没心情。 I'm not in the mood.
好吧。我不会违背你的想法。 Alright. I don't want to trample on your feelings.
我今晚会迟点回来，所以不要等我了。 I'll be late tonight, so don't wait up.
再见。 Bye now.
他怎么样了？医生怎么说的？ How is he? What did the doctor say?
好的，我知道了 Oh. I see.
好的，再见 Yes. Please do.
非常感谢。 Thank you.
你儿子什么时候来？ When will your son come?
他好像得了腮腺炎。 Well, it seems he's come down with the mumps.
这是件好事。 That's a good thing.
在他还年轻的时候就得了腮腺炎。 For him to catch the mumps while he's still young.
你也有孩子吗？ Do you have a child too?
两个儿子。 Two sons.
虽然，就好像没有过一样。 Although now, it's like I never had them.
所有事儿都是我自己干。 It's all my own doing.
怎么了？ Something wrong?
没什么... No...
你…可以不说京都方言。 You...don't speak in Kyoto dialect.
我出生在东京。婚姻把我带到了这里。 I was born in Tokyo. Marriage brought me here.
我在这里住了这么久， I've lived here for so long,
但我还是觉得不自在。 but I still don't feel at home.
你丈夫呢？ And your husband?
他什么时候去世的？ When did he pass away?
很久很久。20年了吧。 A long time ago. 20 years must have gone by.
我可以回东京， I could go back to Tokyo,
但是又不想... but I've been dragging my feet...
对了。会打麻将吗？ Say. Know how to play mahjong?
会...一点点。 I do. A little.
那我们打麻将吧！Amamiya先生会晚点回来的，是吗？ Then let's have a game! Mr. Amamiya will be late, won't he?
嗯。但为什么呢？ He will. But why?
Ochi先生。 Mr. Ochi.
他请Amamiya先生帮他招待他经常接待的客户。 He asked Mr. Amamiya to wine and dine clients he usually handles.
他也喜欢麻将。你不介意吧？ He likes mahjong too. You don't mind, do you?
到你了。 It's your turn next.
这倒是提醒了我。我们的邻居，肖达家。 That reminds me. Our neighbors, the Shodas.
他们很吵吗？ Aren't they noisy?
我们的邻居？ Our neighbors?
手风琴音乐！ That accordion music!
他们的儿子考上了艺术学院，但他是个游手好闲的人。 Their son got into art college, but he's an idler.
手风琴艺术学院？ Art college for the accordion?
他没有通过音乐学院的考试，所以他进入了艺术学院。 He failed the music college exam, so he entered art college.
不管怎样，他一点天赋都没有，那孩子。 At any rate, he doesn't have a smidgen of talent, that boy.
糊了 That's "ron."
哦，不！哦不。。。 Oh no! Oh no...
索达先生，是吧？ Mr. Shoda, I presume?
我是阿玛米亚。松子·阿马米亚。 I'm Amamiya. Sonoko Amamiya.
Kitabayashi夫人的租客。 Mrs. Kitabayashi's lodger.
继续，演奏吧。 Go on, play.
你不介意吗？ Doesn't it bother you?
所有邻居都瞧不起我。 The whole neighborhood despises me.
是吗？我喜欢。 Oh? I like it.
那个…你空了我可以给你画一幅画吗？ May I...draw you sometime?
你男人对你很好，不是吗？ Men are kind to you, aren't they?
我打赌他们觉得你很迷人， I bet they see you as helpless,
对你着迷。 and obsess over you.
奥奇先生。 Mr. Ochi.
你不也为她着迷吗？ Don't you obsess over her too?
松子，太晚了，该回家睡觉了。 Sonoko, it's late, Say good night.
阿玛米亚，进来。 Amamiya, come in.
快点，松子！ Come on, Sonoko!
他今晚似乎很激动。你最好先回去。 He seems agitated tonight. You'd better go.
晚安。 Good night.
你怎么了？ What's got into you?
别再去那儿了。 Don't go there again.
为什么突然这么说？ Why say that all of a sudden?
你也去了。 You went there too.
我今天才发现。只有我不知道。 I found out today. We're the only ones who didn't know.
那又怎么样？ So what?
那个巫婆从他还是个学生的时候就开始和Ochi上床了。 That hag Kitabayashi's been screwing Ochi since he was a student.
他年轻20岁。 He's 20 years younger.
她破坏了他结婚的机会。这是不正常的。 She's sabotaged his chances of marriage. It's abnormal.
听我说。不要去那肮脏的地方。它会污染你的。 Listen to me. Avoid that den of squalor. It'll pollute you.
奥奇也应该受到同样的指责。他快40岁了。 Ochi's equally to blame. He's nearly 40.
松子？ Sonoko?
你没事吧？ Are you alright?
如果你觉得特别震惊，那你还是太单纯了。 If you're that shocked, you still too naive.
听我说。 Listen to me.
从现在开始，离他们远点。 From now on, avoid those two.
Makoto好多了。 Makoto's doing a lot better.
但我们应该等到下周。到这对一个孩子来说还是太远了。 But we should wait till next week. It's far for a child.
哦。 Oh.
我打电话时，洋子接了。 When I called, Yoko answered.
你妈妈很担心，所以她也会来的。 Your mother's worried, so she'll come too.
松子？你在听吗？ Sonoko? Are you listening?
对不起。 Sorry.
你怎么了？你看起来很空落落的。 What's wrong with you? You're like an empty shell.
我看起来很失落吗？ Do I look that way?
怎么了？ What is it?
我... I---
什么？到底怎么了？ What? What is it?
奥奇先生... Mr. Ochi...
我爱上他了。 I've fallen for him.
我想…我爱他。 I think...I love him.
奥奇呢？他爱你吗？ What about Ochi? How does he feel?
我不知道。 I don't know.
你不知道？ You don't know?
我没有。我没有告诉他。 I don't. I haven't told him.
奥奇在公司里，也有几个爱他的。 Ochi has several fans among the staff at work too.
他有什么了不起的？ What's so great about him?
他就是所谓的“美女杀手”吗？ Is he a so-called "lady killer"?
松子。你完全搞错了。 Sonoko. You're simply mistaken.
Makoto不在，我在着工作。你很孤独，很无聊。 Makoto's not here, and I'm busy with work. You're lonely, and bored.
你这是在自己骗自己。 That's why you delude yourself.
不要... Don't...
因为奥奇？ Because of Ochi?
我很抱歉。 I'm sorry.
松子 Sonoko.
你爱他吗？ Do you love him?
我受够了！ I'm sick of this!
你到底怎么了？ What on earth's wrong with you?
等等，你又怀孕了吗？ Wait, are you pregnant again?
Makoto。过来。 Makoto. Come here.
是个乖宝宝吗？ Been a good boy?
你去医院了？ You went to hospital?
不要介意。 Never mind.
洋子，把蒲团叠起来。 Yoko, fold the futons.
来点胡萝卜怎么样？ How about some carrot?
很好吃。吃点吧。吃吧。 It's tasty. Have some. Go on.
让我试试。 Let me try.
Makoto~张大嘴巴。 Makoto dear! Open wide.
啊~ Here.
好吃？对？真棒。 Yummy? Yes? Good.
Makoto~过来。 Makoto dear, come here.
洋子。 Yoko.
至少你了解我的感受，不是吗？ At least you understand how I feel, don't you?
我很痛苦。 I'm in agony.
我从来没有过这种感觉。 I've never felt this way.
洋子？ Yoko?
你明白吗？ You understand, don't you?
发生什么事？ What's going on?
没什么。 It's nothing.
这还没什么？ This is nothing?
她精神崩溃了。 She's having a nervous breakdown.
松子。松子？ Sonoko. Sonoko?
就送到这里吧。 I'll be fine from here.
请…试着坚强一点，好吗？ Please...Try to be strong, won't you?
妈妈，我们还要坐火车。 Mother, our train.
再见。 Bye now.
走吧。 Come on.
嘿。 Hey.
你说你想画我？ You said you wanted to draw me.
拜托。不要。 Please. Don't.
我受够了！ I'm sick of this!
我们是夫妻。 We're married.
你不画我了吗。 You won't draw me.
我从不在乎画画。 I never cared about drawing.
我听说你想学音乐。 I heard you wanted to study music.
我也不在乎。 Nor did I care about that.
我只是继续活下去，因为我不想死。 I simply go on living because I can't be bothered to die.
你没有目标吗？ You're aimless.
现在，你看起来也漫无目的。 Right now, you appear to be aimless too.
但我第一次见到你的时候可不是。在河边。 But you didn't the first time I saw you. By the river.
你还记得吗？ Do you remember?
我刚买了口红。 I was on my way to buy lipstick.
买口红并不是让你看起来那么高兴的原因。 Going to buy lipstick isn't what made you look so happy.
你走吧。 You'd better go.
你不画我的话。 You're not going to draw me.
你在做什么？ What are you doing?
我爱你。我爱你很久了。 I love you. I've loved you for so long.
就一次。一次就够了！ Just once. Just once is enough!
拜托。我很爱你。 Please. I'll worship you.
松子... Sonoko...
不是爱让我这样的。 It wasn't love that made me enjoy that.
我当然知道，因为我试过了。 I know for sure, because I tested myself.
试过了？ Tested yourself?
奥奇？你和奥奇上床了？ Ochi? You slept with Ochi?
我没有。 I did not.
那是谁？你和谁睡过？ Then who? Who did you sleep with?
我想知道，如果我把自己交给我爱的人，会发生什么。 I wondered what would happen if I gave myself to someone I loved.
你应该杀了我。 You should kill me.
我们…搬回东京。 Let's...move back to Tokyo.
松子... Sonoko...
跟我搬回东京。 Move back to Tokyo with me.
我，你，还有Makoto。我们会回到过去的样子。 Me, you, and Makoto. We'll go back to the way we were.
我们会忘记这一切的。 We'll forget about all of this.
求你了，松子。 Please, Sonoko.
我们来吧。 Let's do that.
洋子会在东京站接你。 Yoko will meet you at Tokyo Station.
我会尽快回去的。 I'll do my best to join you as soon as I can.
在那之前和你妈妈呆在一起。 Stay with your mother until then.
你会没事的。 You'll be fine.
一旦你看到Makoto的脸，你就会忘记这一切。 Once you see Makoto's face, you'll forget all this.
怎么了？ What's wrong?
他的脐带…我好像弄丢了。 His umbilical cord...I seem to have lost it.
Makoto的？ Makoto's?
对。我肯定我们搬家的时候我把它带来了。 Yes. I'm sure I brought it here when we moved.
那它一定在某个地方。它会自己出现的。 Then it must be somewhere. It'll pop up.
我想知道... I wonder...
那个...你能帮我去那座文殊庙吗？ Say. Could you go to that Monju temple for me?
文殊庙？ Monju?
我想给Makoto买个护身符。 I want to get an amulet for Makoto.
那座寺庙很普通。 That temple's ordinary.
拜托。这很重要。 Please. It's important.
好吧。我也去拿个护身符。 Alright. I'll get the carriers too.
我想你了。 I missed you.
你应该…早点说... You should've...come earlier...
我不知道。你有这种感觉。 I didn't know. That you felt this way.
他们瞒着我。 Those two hid it from me.
现在不行... Not now...
好吧。我一定会尽快来的。 Alright. I'll come as soon as I can.
真的？你真的要来吗？ Really? You'll really come?
我发誓 I will.
你必须走了。 You must go.
他很快就会回来。 He'll be back soon.
请不要责怪松子。 Please don't blame Sonoko.
经过深思熟虑，这是我的错。 Upon reflection, it was my fault.
看来我在感情上压迫她是不对。 It seems that I was guilty of oppressing her emotionally.
是我把她关进了一个装有铁栏的监狱里 I cannot deny that I placed her in a bar-less prison,
还慢慢的缩小她的牢房。 and continued to narrow her cell.
这种禁闭显然太难忍受了 This confinement was obviously too much to withstand
对于一个像松子一样自由的女人来说。 for a woman as free-spirited as Sonoko.
你有一个很好的丈夫，但是... You've got a wonderful husband, and yet...
他太爱她了。所以她才不在乎他。 He's too weak-willed. That's why she disrespects him.
她就像她父亲。 She takes after her father.
你为什么笑？有什么好笑的？ Why are you laughing? What's there to laugh about?
你必须承认，这很有趣不是吗。 You must admit, it's rather amusing.
你居然拿我和你丈夫相比。 The greatest insult you can muster is comparing me to your husband.
我们永远不能住在一起，是吗？ We can never live together, can we?
我会离开北川的。 I'll leave Kitabayashi.
不，我不是这个意思。 No. That's not what I meant.
然后呢？ Then what?
松子？ Sonoko?
当我凝视深渊的时候... I gazed into an abyss...
…深渊也凝视着我。 ...and it has cursed me.
我们一起凝视着它。 We gazed into it together.
松子。 Sonoko.
松子，是我。 Sonoko, it's me.
我可以进来吗？ May I come in?
请进。 Go ahead.
我告诉过你，奥奇不会离开北川。 I told you that Ochi couldn't leave Kitabayashi.
他是个胆小鬼。 He's a cowardly bastard.
不是吗？ Isn't he?
最后，还是你吃亏。 In the end, you got the short end of the stick.
没关系啊。我又不在乎。 That's fine. I'm fine with it.
回到我身边吧。 Come back to me.
为什么？ Why not?
奥奇这样对待你，但你还是不放弃吗？ Ochi treats you this way, but you still won't end it?
对不起。 I'm sorry.
我不同意离婚。你是我的妻子。 I won't agree to a divorce. You're bound to me as my wife.
但你得不到我的心。 You can't bind my heart.
Makoto呢？ What of Makoto?
你有作为他的母亲的责任。 You have a responsibility as his mother.
我深感遗憾。 I feel a deep regret.
如果是这样，回到我身边，看在Makoto的份上。 If so, come back to me, for Makoto's sake.
就像洋子说的。 It's just as Yoko said.
你的每根血管里都流淌着冰冷的血液 Cold blood runs through your every vein.
听着。我本来不该提这个的， Listen. It's not my place to suggest this,
但是你们两个会结婚的吧？ but would you two get married?
你们两个？你是说谁？ You two? Who do you mean?
不是很明显吗？你和洋子。 Isn't it obvious? You and Yoko.
混蛋！ Rubbish!
你怎么能这么说？ How can you say that?
你这样说是不对的 You have no right!
你不是…和洋子已经... Aren't you...and Yoko already...
不是吗？ Aren't you?
洋子说如果你回家她会很高兴的。 Yoko said she'd be happy if you come home.
如果你不愿意，她想澄清一些事情。 If you won't, she wants to clarify things.
感觉好吗？ Did it feel good?
和洋子做爱的感觉好吗？ Did making love to Yoko feel good?
你想多了。 You have some nerve.
不是那样的。 It's not like that.
那是什么样子的？ Then what is it like?
就像我说的... Like I said...
笑什么。这很严肃。 Stop it. This is serious.
但是，这很可笑不是吗 But it's so amusing.
这有什么好笑的？ How is this amusing?
我的意思是，洋子想和你上床，然后她就这么做了。 I mean, Yoko merely wanted to sleep with you too, so she did.
但你拒绝承认。 But you refuse to admit that.
你却不能说出来 You can't bring yourself to say it.
女人也有欲望，喜欢做爱。 Women have urges too, and enjoy having sex.
女人不应该说这样的话... A woman shouldn't say such things...
你说得对。洋子也说不出来。 You're right. Yoko can't say it either.
她和我不一样。 She and I aren't alike.
别犹豫不决了。娶她吧。 Don't be indecisive. Marry her.
那样我就放心了。 That would put me at ease.
你从来没有... You never...
…爱过我，是吗？ ...loved me, did you?
好像你身上的所有枷锁都消失了。 It seems as if every fastener on your body is undone.
在想什么呢？ What's on your mind?
我在想，真的有区别吗？ I'm wondering, is there really a difference?
不管我和谁在一起， Regardless of who I'm with,
我的性欲在不知羞耻地呻吟，燃烧 my womb moans shamelessly.
你又有情人了？ You have another lover?
它曾经是唯一的东西。 It was a once-only thing.
只有一次？ Once only?
如果不止一次，感情就来了 If it was more than once, feelings would get in the way.
你是在刺激我吗？因为我不会离开北川？ Are you provoking me? Because I won't leave Kitabayashi?
不是的。 It's not.
你怎么能... How could you?
和一个你不爱的男人在一起？ With a man you don't love?
爱？ Love?
那是...你也没有的东西。 That's something... you don't have within you either.
我爱上了你。 I fell in love with you.
我想这是事实。 I think that's the truth.
但是…在第一次的晚上就结束了。 But...it ended on our first night.
这不是我们的开始吗？ Wasn't it our beginning?
我们已经亲密这么多年了。 We've been intimate for years now.
为什么不说你爱我？ Why not say you love me?
我会的，如果你觉得这个词描述了我们所拥有的。 I will, if you feel that word describes what we have.
我爱你。 I love you.
你生气了吗？ Are you angry?
结束了吗？ Are we through?
你不会再和我见面了？ You won't meet with me again?
如果这里没有爱，我就应该开始付钱。 If there's no love here, I should start paying.
下次见。 See you next time.
发生了什么？ What's wrong?
怎么了？ What's wrong?
姐姐... Sister...
妈妈很快就要死了呢。 Mother will be ash soon.
快点结婚吧。 Hurry up and get married.
你真的想要吗？ You truly want that?
你很高兴，不是吗？ You're happy, aren't you?
你呢？从现在起你要做什么？ What about you? What will you do from now on?
一个人不孤单吗？ Doesn't being alone scare you?
姐姐？ Sister?
我死后，被火焚烧， After I am dead and set ablaze,
柔弱的白骨显露 and my frail white bones emerge,
我的性欲会是我唯一不会被燃烧殆尽的部分吗? will my womb be the only part of me that remains unburned?
村川惠理 Eri Murakawa
安藤正夫 Kento Hayashi Masanobu Ando
藤本柳美 lzumi Fujimoto
马里亚友子 Tomoko Mari ya
根据濑口雅子的小说改编 Based on the novel by Jakucho Setouchi
剧本黑泽久子 Screenplay Hisako Kurosawa
导演安藤浩史 Directed by Hiroshi Ando
唐布朗的英文字幕 English subtitles by Don Brown